Hello, I am Misi. I have read your post; I understand your confusion about math and agree with your method of learning math. Like you, I am also not good at math, And even during high school, I was afraid of doing math questions. So when I went to college, I always tried to avoid learning math, which is not a good phenomenon. This kind of solid psychological suggestion reduces my motivation to study. If I could learn from you again, I would check math more attentively.
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